Being a subordinate is easy -- you are focused on your job and completing tasks. Especially as a back seat firefighter, you wake up, get some breakfast, grab some lunches, water and Gatorade. If things are going well, you get some ice. You get driven to the fire line, told what the plan is and put your head down and work. You get done with work and get driven back to camp to get some dinner and rinse and repeat. It’s the most fun job in the world -- work hard when there is work to be done and sometimes there's down time to play cards, read, or solve all the world’s problems with some of your best friends.
We go from easily the greatest job in the world and take
that giant step to being the boss. Crew boss, engine boss, firefighter type 1 -- over night you go from being one of the crew to being the
“the man”, supervisor, middle management, fun police. Yes, I know I am being
overly dramatic, it takes a week or so. But I had my eyes opened by my former “fun
police” and mentor, who shared a very complex and deep realization that I had
never really considered or confronted before.
The step up in leadership comes with some unrealized and
dramatic changes that can be so quickly overlooked, and not completely
understood by a new leader.
1 You are now part of the command staff.
Promotion to a new leadership position means you are now part of that chain of command. All the good, the bad and ugly that you used to look at from lower in the chain, you are now part of it. This was pointed out to me, and it hit me like a ton of bricks. In conversations I referred to the agency and the leadership like I used to, but now I am literally part of it.
We have all seen that leader get promoted that was part of the crew, maybe a little wild, little disrespectful, maybe in a little over the top and they change like a light switch when they are promoted. What happened? How did they go from wild child to company man overnight? How could they not go up there and shake out the problems they lobbied for before their promotion? Well, they just became part of that leadership team and the dynamics are not the same. Once you are there and involved in that new role expectations and needs change.
For me it was the
realization that I now must value things differently than I did before, things
that seemed trivial or why is that a big deal, now are extremely important not
for me but for the people below me. That role comes with taking care of people
below you not about some administrative decision or paperwork that is redundant
but about being sure your people’s needs are met: food, water, shelter,
training, equipment, payroll.
2. Acknowledgement of a job well done.
Everyone looks for that pat on the back or words of encouragement from their boss. Tt goes an extremely long way to building your confidence especially as a new leader. Even more so when you have had a couple of those welcome to leadership situations that every new leader gets hit with, the ones that weren't in the training manual or S-131 or S-231. But with your step in leadership or promotion you just become part of that command staff. The expectation for you is to make those tough decisions.
As that new leader where do you draw confidence
and strength when you are struggling through those new position growth? My
mentor pointed this out to me, it’s the people below you. Servant leadership,
mission-driven leadership, is focused on taking care of the people around you. Are they happy coming to work? Do they have what they need? Are they able to
grow and advance? Are you addressing the reasons that you might have disagreed with you
leadership in the past and providing a great
working environment? I am not advocating that you are going to get a meaningful 'thank you' or a 'you're doing a great job,' but as a leader can you see how the team
is functioning and that is your pat on the back, your acknowledgment that
you are performing your job well.
These two simple facts seem so obvious. I was dumb struck when he pointed them out, but over the last few days they have really hit home. Being part of the leadership of your crew or agency accompanied with realizing where to look to see if you are having that impact that led you to taking that leadership step will help support you as a new leader when things don’t seem like they are going in the right direction.
Christopher Ayer is a Captain/
Paramedic/ Engine Boss Trainee/ Wildland Coordinator for Corona De Tucson Fire
Department in Tucson Arizona. The expressions and views are those of the author.
